sabarlah wahai hati...

npe org susa nk phm kita..even berkali2 kita explain pe yg kita nk, pe yg kita xske..susa sgt ke nk phm..ak ase ak x berkias pn..ak sensitif sgt ke?? xtau nk luah kt spe... kalo luah kt mmbe, tkot mengaibkan org lak..nk luah kt fmly tkot fmly isau..what should i do?? kuatkah ak utk hadapi sumer ni? kalo bleh ak nk lari dr sume ni..tp bleh ke?? lari dr masalh? susa sgt ke nk phm org ek?? ak ase ak dh try elak pe yg org xske n cuba phm org..tp npe org still lg xphm ak?? ak nk brubah bia sumer org puas ati..but mampukah ak??? ak sgt lemah..even rmai mmbe2 cri ak tyme dorg ade prob tp prob sndri ak xleh solve..npe la ek?? ak rindu sgt fmly ak..npe la tiap kali ade prob mst ase cm nk peluk my parents???bleh x ak nk lari dr mslh ni??

sedih sgt...

mase "sharing session" ari 2..ak sedih sgt cz xdpt wt ngn baik...npe ek?? sbb ade wt slh ngn org ke?? ak tau ak x prepare sgt..tp ak phm..npe tyme 2 xleh nk ckp ek??? ak phm pe yg prof tny..ak tau nk jwb pe.. tp npe sumer jwpn 2 xkuar?? yg kua hnylah snymn n mke blur..what should i do..perkataan halangan dlm bi pn bleh xtau..even dak klas gtau pn ak xdpt nk tgkp..npe sumer ni hd cmni ek..ade lak dak yg tny soalan sme berulang kali..dy ni nk bg komen membina kt ak or nk jatuhkan ak..betapa sktnye ati ni..xpenah ak present cmni dpn org rmai..ase cm ari plg bdoh pn ade gak..ble jmpe prof..prof ckp xyah wt blk tp mrkh trok gler..tyme 2 ak ase cm gelap sluruh dunia ni...hancur harapan ak nk dpt A+ sbjek ni..hancur arapan ak nk dpt 3.5 sem ni..sumer dh musnah..nk present skali lg tp xde mse..keje lain bertimbun lg..Ya Allah tbhknlah ati hambaMu ini....kuatkan lah atiku..aku hny mampu berdoa padaMu...ase cm xde gne dh nk continue stdy ni..arapan umi ayah dh musnah..mst susa dh nk dpt keje pas ni..dh la tmpt prktikal xtau kt ner lg.. tabahkan la ati hambaMu ini Ya Allah...aminnnn

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nape tyme kita ade mslah xde org pn nk solve prob kita..tp msih nk tmbhkn prob lg..cian kt ati ni..xtertanggung dh..npe mst jd cmni??? i hate this situation..tlg la jgn wt prob lg..cian kt ati ni..dy pn ade life gak..hati ni nk tenang n bebas..plezz..i'm begging u..dh xtertahan dh sakit ni..tlg la..byk lg mslh yg nk kne pk..npe nk tmbh lg?? pe slh ati ni..ati ni xmampu nk nanges dh...dh xde air mata dh..tlg..spe2 bleh tlg...

sometimes......

sometimes we feel very happy...

sometimes we feel very sad...

sometimes we feel lonely..

sometimes we feel empty...

sometimes we feel weird...

sometimes we feel hated..

sometimes we feel loved...

sometimes we feel unappreciated...

its all depend on our situations...sometimes even we have no friends but we feel happy..sometimes even we have many friend but we feel we are lonely...

to solve all this problem, we have to thank to ALLAH..when we thank to ALLAH, we can avoid from feel sad, lonely, empty, hated n unappreciated...

THANKS to ALLAH for giving us such a sense of feeling...

this will help us better appreciate life....

perkahwinan ieda & eone pada 27 JaN 2011 & 3 aPriL 2011

mAaF

dh lme sgt xbkak blog ni..rndu asenye..sepanjang cuti ni mcm2 dh berlaku kt dlm idop ni..tiap2 ari dpt dugaan yg berlainan..btol org ckp, "air dicencang xkn putus"..ble kita gdo ngn adik bradik o fmly, kita akn ase xtenang n xsdp ari...ari2 yg kita lalui akn ade byk bnd xkne..even kita solat hajat, ngaji, zikir, munajat...ati ttp xkn tenang..smp la kita dh ok o kita minta maaf ngn fmly kita..kdg2 even kita xslh, kita perlu minta maaf..MAAF satu perkataan yg simple tp susa utk di ungkapkan sbb telalu menjage EGO...i'm sory...sy minta maaf..kdg2 kita perlu say sory even utk bnd2 kcik..ble kita mula minta maaf kt org, org 2 akn ase d hargai..

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